12/21/2009


argh!!!!!!!!!!!!! my dream ball!!!! it cos about 100++ bucks!!!!!! i pok gai liao larh..how how how???? how to get the ball?????!!!!??!?!?!?

when i fall in love!!!!

When I fall in love,
I want to be
with her
always;

In happiness,
to smile with her,
and be the one
to hug her near.

In sadness,
to cry with her,
and be the one
to dry her tears.

When I fall in love,
I will spend my
every waking
and sleeping
moments
with her

and catch each
moment in its
eternally
lovely
form.

When I fall in love,
I will miss her
the very moment
I say 'goodbye'

and my heart
will yearn for
the very moment
I say 'hello'.

When I fall in love,
all my old hurts
and pains
will seem
lost and
faded
away

and I will be
strong and
brave
once
again.

When I fall in love,
I want you
to be happy
always, ever

and feel like
the happiest
person
of them
all . . .

Because that's

what I will feel,

when I fall in love,

with you.

remember our promise???

At first, remember how you promised?
It would be soft and tender,
A loving feeling to remember.

But, instead . . .

You made me feel like a whore,
My body laid out in front of your eyes to adore.
And I wondered how this could be,
We were finally together, you and me.

I was only a piece of flesh,
No loving thing,
And that was the night this angel was stripped of her wings.

You hurt me, caused pain
And what was I to gain?
This tiny life that is inside,
When I found out I could have died.

Something that once had the chance to be so sweet,
Turned out to be nothing to you but a piece of meat.
The pain I felt,
My heart you made melt.

This pain can never be recovered,
Because I will always have a reminder of my first lover.
Something he will not see for a while.
He does not know that we made a child.

7 things tat girls dunno...

(1)当一个孤独的男孩经常对你厣厣一笑时,他已经喜欢上你了
  
(2)每次和你在一起的时候,他会很沉默,明明牵着你的手,却一会看天一会看云,你会认为他不喜欢你,错了,此时他眼里只有你,只是他习惯了一个人的感觉.
 

(3)当你在也受不住沉默的时候,你提出分手.他没有忧郁一刻便答应了,你认为他是真的不爱你,错了,他只要幸福快乐,满足你所有欲望,所以宁可忍痛退出.
  
  (4)他答应以后,便故作一点也不在乎的,漫无经心的走掉了,但是你永远也不会知道他心里是多么难过,也许这是他真的知道世界上有一种感觉叫欲哭无泪.
  
  (5)分手后,他每次走过你身边,都会显得更无所谓,但是你不会知道,当你转身只后,他会静静望着你的背影偷偷留泪
  .
  (6)就在你终于知道他是多么爱你并且你也仍爱着他的情况下,你去他的廎室找他,推开门,他正在椅在床上默默叹气,你走进她他,他却顾也不顾的一把把你抱住,你笑了,这时却觉得衣襟湿湿的,你永远也不会知道,你的这个笑容,是他用多少不绵的泪夜换来的.
  

sometimes when we touch!!!

You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do?
I'm only just beginning to see the real you

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

At times I'd like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through
And hold you endlessly

At times I understand you
And I know how hard you've tried
I've watched while love commands you
And I've watched love pass you by

At times I think we're drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

found many sad piano song from youtube...tat's nice...bt why i wanna hear those song?? make myself more sad.......haih...maybe i m a negative person larh...so tat i cant happy all days...nothing can make me happy always...and everyone found their love, their happiness, their true love.......congrats to them...is it the time to leave?? to leave her?? she found her love dyy ma...and receive happiness from him dyy..still need me??? erm..maybe....maybe reli no need dyy la....maybe she still need me...dunno......reli maybe yes maybe no....hope she still need me la....i m trying to happy.....ya...trying.....i try to use the things tat i like to do to raise myself...sometime can..sometime cant..maybe tat's me......lee kah wei........haha...the old me adi pass away.....maybe...the new me is better la...

8/25/2009

My Meimei!!!






THIS IS MY MEIMEI THAT I MENTION ABOUT.

my most sayang and luv meimei

TEST FOR DEMENTIA

Below are four (4) questions and a bonus question. You have to answer them instantly. You can't take your time, answer all of them immediately. Let's find out just how clever you really are.

First Question:You are participating in a race. You overtake the second place person. What position are you in?

Answer: If you answered that you are first, then you are wrong! If you overtake the second place person, and you take their place, you are second!

To answer the second question, don't take as much time as you took for the first question.

If you are in a race, and you overtake the last person, then you are?

Answer : If you answered that you are second to last, then you are wrong again. Tell me, how can you overtake the LAST person?!
You're not having a good time at this! Are you?

Take 1000 and add 40 to it. Now add another 1000. Now add 30. Add another 1000. Now add 20. Now add another 1000. now add 10. What is the total?
Did you get 5000? The correct answer is actually 4100. Don't believe it? Check with your calculator!

Mary's father has five daughters: 1. Nana, 2. Nene, 3. Nini, 4. Nono. What is the name of the fifth daughter?

Answer : Nunu? NO! Of course not. Her name is Mary. Read the question again!

There is a mute person who wants to buy a toothbrush. By imitating the action of brushing one's teeth he successfully expresses himself to the shopkeeper and the purchase is done. Now if there is a blind man who wishes to buy a pair of sunglasses, how should he express himself?
He just has to open his mouth and ask. He's blind, not mute - so simple.

Love Poem...

If I could save time in a bottle
the first thing that i 'd like to do
is to save every day until eternity passes away
just to spend them with you
if I could make days last forever
if words could make wishes come true
I'd save every day like a treasure and then
again I would spend them with you

如果我能把时间存入一个瓶子,
我要作的第一件事就是,
把每一天都存下来直到永恒,
再和你一起慢慢度过。
如果我能把時間化作永恒,
如果我的愿望能一一成真,
我会把每天都像宝贝一样存起來,
再和你一起慢慢度过。

It's your loving and your caring
And knowing that you're near
That gentle touch you have
Make my troubles disappear

是你的爱意和呵护,
知道你就在我的身边,
还有你的温柔和体贴,
让我所有的麻烦全都不见
A better love I couldn't ask for
With your sweet and gently way
And knowing that your love for me
Grows more everyday

我再也沒法找到一个比你更好爱我的人,
能比你更加温柔和体贴,
我也深深地相信,
你对我的爱一天比一天更深.

6/21/2009